One Moment

As a busser in a restaurant essentially what I do is clean up other peoples messes however in general it is the servers who have to deal with the real garbage. The gratuity system puts restaurant employees in an even greater position of servitude then most service jobs. For those poor creatures who have to talk directly to their benefactors this can be an unfortunate situation.

On behalf of Blair who cried at work today FUCK RESTAURANT PATRONS!

If someone out there thinks they can get me employed by the company they work for I could really use a job. I don't need very many hours but most anything would do.

My step dad finished his dissertation and completed his defense!

He is now Dr. David M. Krayesky!

If you see him you should congratulate him.

My goodness but what a busy semester it has been. Everyone is in the home stretch and the reactions to the last six months seem as varied as the individuals that penned them. I feel practically required to jump into the fray and let loose a few thoughts myself. Normally I don't much care for the spring down here. It gets hot, sticky and to me it always feels like there is more drama during the spring. This spring however has been so unique that none of my expirence could have possibly prepared me. The edge between reality and fantasy, between rapture and collapse is even more razor thin than ever. It is exciting and delicious. I feel as though this summer will either burn hotter then the sun or trip and fizzle out into oblivion.

Hears to the ride, please have your tickets handy!

Everything is okay. Miscommunication, it all worked out.

so dʒemz, pɒl, ænd aj ɑr hæŋɪŋ awt ən ðə bajɑlədʒi bɪldɪŋ kəmpjutər læb. dʒemz ɪz wərkɪŋ ɑn e fənɛtɪks pepər ænd aj æm sɪtɪŋ hɪr kipɪŋ hər kəmpəni æz ɪz pɒl. aj wɒntəd tu pʊt ðɪs æbsəlutli ɑsəm ajpie trænzletəd ɛl.dʒe. post əp, so ðæt ju ɒl kʊd lɛt mi no wət ju θɪŋk əbawt ɪt.

My stepfather is a monster. It was bad enough a few years ago when my fighting with him led to me leaving home but now he has began to engage in domestic violence that is intolerable. He has broken dishes and lamps and in the process cut my little sister with shards of glass. Last night in addition to that when my mother threatened to call the police he broke both her cell phone and the house phone. I talked to her this morning again after calling the police last night. The cops said they couldn't help unless mom made a complaint. She doesn't seem ready. However I am picking my sister up today after school. She called me during her lunch hour and asked me to come get her. This is rediculous.

I know the law is on my side in this state. If he enters my house I will calmly ask him to leave. He has never adopted my sisters and has no right to her. If he tries to take her from my home I will defend her by the most extreme means so help me God.

So I am at school, yes I know that is more and more unusual. I think I am going to eek out a small but successful retaliation against my failing grades and come out with tops intact. Right now however my only real thought is that I am starving and have no money to feed myself with. sigh.

I wish I had a stable reliable internet connection in my home. I really enjoy live journal and checking the hot sheets but it is too much of a hassle when I have to go to the school to do it. *whine*

Ahem, beyond that things are spectacular. My new house is incredible and my financial plight is almost over. As of the 31st of March I will be out of credit card debt, and I finished paying off the state a few weeks ago. I make good money and have steady hours. I am so grateful that this area of my life has so drastically turned around.

Also my health is improving at a very desirable pace. I have dropped ten pounds and 2 inches around my waste in a month. Of course that leads to more energy and better moods. Given my general improvements physically I decided to give something a try and proceeded to dye my hair red. It looks really good and blends quite naturally with the round face and overlapping freckles.

Finally mentally I am sitting pretty solid in my own way. I am watching and reading as much horror as I can get my hands on. This is of course good for my pyche. By the way Kingdom Hospital was awesome. More importantly however I have started writing rather prolifically. Several of my little tales are not half bad. I am working on a larger project that I started a few days ago. I hope it comes together well.

Blessed Be.

Everyone seems so depressed recently, It is really mind boggling. This is supposed to be a time of renewal. Flowers are blooming and warm breeze caresses our skin everyday from the west. I admit I have found myself in the slumps on and off but that is normal, several of my friends seem really screwed up recently. I hope things get better and I am happy to help if I can. Feel better folks and never give up hope.

Blessed Be.

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Today is Halloween, or Sarren, or the Feast of the Dead, etc. Each of these holidays is different and worthy of acknowledement. As such October 31 is a busy day. I love halloween and am dressed as a zombie in celebration. Sarren is dificult to celebrate but a healthy respect will have to do in the abscence of the chance to go beg for soul cake. The Feast of the dead and All Saints day have the same purpose and I intend to pay homage in that area this evening.

Happy Halloween All.

It has been a few days since I last posted. I have to say things are good. The basis for my overall happiness is the sheer satisfaction I am getting from my work on nanowrimo. I have been developing characters and plots etc and am currently following the snowflake method of organization to be ready for Nov. 1. I will be quite busy with this project throughout the month of November and apologise to anyone whom I may have to not meet up with to make room for this endeavour. Anyway I will be posting on and off to keep people updated on my progress Happy Halloween.

It has been a busy day. I think I did fine on my math test and I know I got an 87 on my broadway course.


James stole the keyboard. this is she. just wanted to let y'all know that on Friday, y'all should all call Scotty and tell him how awesome he is. *nods*

Earlier today James and I went to my favorite car wash. Why do I have a favorite carwash you ask? Well you see I don't care for those flapping things that most washes have. However this car wash only uses jet water and air. Also it has allot of spray and soak detail chemicals that I like. On the downside it fails to really clean the side fenders well. That is alright though because during the break James and I are waxing our cars which will result in clean fenders.